Ive tried a thousand times to change who i am and the things that i do. I want to change how i act, talk, treat my friends, walk, eat, brush my teeth, think, make plans, save money, talk to strangers, play music, love.
But to much dismay, it never works the way i want it to. I just gotta swallow hard and accept that this is me forever. But it doesnt mean i still wont try, because my head gets set on a silly idea, and i do everything to follow it.
Why is it that we are never happy with who we are? people go to great lengths to change everything about them and bury what they used to be. And most of the time we are trying to be like someone else. as if being a special beautiful creation of God isnt enough.
I'd like to try to change myself again. To change from trying to be what im not, and just enjoying who i am now. All I can hope is that people will enjoy my company as i am. If not, there are 7 billion other people i can waste my time trying to impress.
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i freakin love the you that is you, be yourself, cause ive never met a soul that doesnt like you man. you're my best friend, and i freakin appreciate all that you are!
ReplyDeletenow lets change the world son!
brian