today was a surprisingly good day in sharp contrast to yesterday. i did alot of neat things. i need days like this sometimes to keep my head above water, ya know?
sometimes i wonder what it would be like if you could go back and change the decisions you've made in your life. like taking another path. i like to think about where i'd be, and if id be better or worse off than i am now. alot of things i could have done would have greatly improved my situations, im sure. but im happy for the most part about the decisions im made to this point. its gotten me the friends i have, and the experiences i have experienced. ha. but i did blow alot of big chances in my life, and i get bummed sometimes thinking about it. however, screwing choices up has helped me to realize the otential of every oppurtunity, and how i can benefit from it. so i want to live like the Yes man. ive never actually seen that movie, but from my idea of what its about, he says yes to everything, and it brings about some crazy wild experiences. and i want to say yes to crazy wild things.
i hope that i have the discretion to realize what is good for me and what isnt. sometimes though, i like to make bad decisions just to shake things up a bit, and see where my life goes. not the smartest thing im sure, but atleast it makes things a bit more interesting. so if you have a proposition for me, i want to say yes to it!
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